Pursuing Photography: Now or Never!

Christie, Fire Spinner at OIFF launch party

I have made a decision. A small one perhaps, but nevertheless, a decision to impact my learning and my career. Ironically, this seemingly passive accomplishment comforts me. Amidst the chaos and uncertainty, taking decisions gives oneself the impression of control (or of steering) one's life. We often make the mistake and think that too much is out of our hands. Unfortunately, that is partly true. But for most of us, the problem lies in our inability to assume our own freedom. But I digress... And so, I was saying: this ship is mine, and I'm steering!

If this "experience" (e.g. career crisis) has taught me one thing, it must be that one can never be too prepared to face challenges and that the only limits you actually face are the ones your mind sets. I began to think of ways to kill time in a pleasant way until the faithful call back. What can I do? How can I help myself further and unwind? It hit me, like Al Pacino in Scarface: my Nikon D3000 was looking at me, shouting "Say hello to my little friend!"

I then thought: I've been rambling about photography, reading up on it, attending workshops, but why not actually study it? Afterall, if I can gather a few dollars this fall, I could spend this year of "financial rejuvination" in a constructive investment for my career - and hey, why not feed my soul while I'm at it?

I realized that if I ever wanted to get nourrishment out of my career, I had to feel challenged but equiped. I also need to express my creativity. Learning - and continuing education - are essential tools to any professional's survival. Furthermore, it is a key to self-fullfilment, Maslow's ultimate need.

Seeing as I had already taken a workshop with Harry Nowell Photography (Creative Fundamentals), I figured I'd have a second look at what he is offering... I was astonished to find two courses Harry himself had later recommended me to take: Natural Light Portraits and Photojournalism with David Trattles. If I add these classes to a personal session, I can get a form of certificate. Later on, if my situation allows it, I could add two more classes, some shadowing and a few more privates and I'd be a certified professional. Oh the possibilities...

I am definitely looking forward to learning more about portraiture and journalism, along with how to purchase the appropriate lens. What a maze to navigate the selection of brands, functions, capacity, aperture...oy! However, that will be for a future blog anecdote.